I'm on a reading binge. Anyone who has read my blog with any regularity (thanks Mom) probably knows that I have been engrossed for the last two or three months with the Harry Potter series, having missed the boat as a youngster and only just now climbing aboard to pull up the magical anchor. I turned to Rowling's series as a mindless escape from the drudgery of business textbooks, but it turned out that her story crafting abilities were of a superior blend, and I followed Harry and his friends all the way to the end of their journey without looking back.
That being said, I've always been a voracious reader, but these books got me back into the frenzy. It's admittedly a little more difficult to read recreationally in college since one becomes so bogged down in the assigned readings that make being in school worth the effort, but I have found plenty of available slots to fill with this activity as of late.
Over Christmas break, I read Harry Potter 5 and 6, "Erasing Hell" by Francis Chan, "On Writing" by Stephen King, and "A Clockwork Orange" by Anthony Burgess. I was exhilarated at my own rate of literary saturation and subconsciously committed to its continuance.
So far, it's been a success.
Within three days of being back at school, I finished J.K.'s series with an air of finality. Then I picked up Pablo Coelho's "The Alchemist" and slaked it too in no more than a day or two. I found it to be a bit tedious after the nonstop narratives I was coming off of, but I could still appreciate it to such a degree that I was still thirsting for more. I then picked up "Carrie" by Stephen King, being a long time fan, and read it in two days as well. It was one that he referenced heavily in his nonfiction tome on the writing craft, and that element improved my experience.
Feeling the need to counter my fiction gluttony, I spent two days in Francis Chan's "Forgotten God" and kept notes on his dwellings on the Holy Spirit. Then I found "The Hunger Games," and it was enthralling. I hadn't been so latched on to a story since old Harry. The characters were endowed with life in my imagination and I fell in love with the ideal of dystopian rebellion and yearned to join Katniss Everdeen to spit in the Capitol's eye. (The two sequels are in the mail as I type, and my fingers are all but trembling with anticipation.)
Two days ago I started Kerouac's "On the Road," and it's tedious. His jazz language is often beautiful, but the "beat" culture of the 50's tires me so. I love home, whatever form it may take, and the hitchhiking protagonists (or antiheroes) of the author's account just literally wear me out. The plan right now is to power through the remaining 200 pages and return to Panem and the Hunger Games series, countering it with a simultaneous reading of Bonhoeffer's "The Cost of Discipleship." That's one that has been looming on my shelf, daring me to crack it, but I feel that I have finally achieved the momentum I'll need to conquer it. Here's to hoping, and to reading.
As I reflect, I am excited to look to the future with the hope that God promises us. I have been recklessly faithful in following the call- and as of now, that call seems most clearly defined in Dance Therapy and Youth Ministry. What I bring to my profession I think is as unique as my delighted ENFP soul itself. I am obviously an extrovert-intuitive-feeling-perceiving-(which I think of as spontaneity); traits of someone who loves people deeply, and loves to mentor and inspire those around her. Therefore, I long to be in a position at a church somewhere- mentoring youth and helping to bring out the value and potential that God sees in them. I want to enable them with the creative gifts that have both blessed and healed me: such as art, dance, creative writing, drama, and music. I think I would like to work as a resident counselor in a youth residential treatment facility somewhere- and would bring to that my healing story and the methods I have used in my own life, as well as the knowledge of unlimited hope that can be found when we get close to God. On top of that, I love self-expression and I am delighted to see it in others. It would be such a joy to get to know some awesome young people and watch a love of creativity cultivated through learning to dance or write. I think I bring enthusiasm to the field, and on top of that, a love of God which inherently keeps me motivated and joyful.
The snow is falling, the slush is forming, and students are laughing on their way to class. I have found that I have enjoyed all seasons here at AU thus far. The snow is covering the campus in a perfect blanket of snow that makes everything seem new and bright! It makes for a very scenic view on the way to every class. The snow doesn't stay for very long down here, I have found. I'm used to 8+ inches of snow that stays for months, but here in the "south", the snow is gone within a day or two. Which is nice, since you aren't slipping and sliding your way to class.
Throughout my time at college I had the opportunity to get to know many students at the schools in the Midwest including, Rose-Hulman, IU, Ball State, OSU, U of Indianapolis, Butler, U of Illinois, IWU, and Taylor. While many of these relationships have been started at a variety of events whether it be football games, business conferences, or just through mutual friends, the majority of them have been through the world of swing dancing. Because I travel so often, these people and I have created strong friendship as we carpool across the Midwest, crash on the floors of people's homes, and dance till late in the night.
Grace Acceptance Process.
Last night at approximately 11:48 p.m., the lights flickered off across the campus of Anderson University. Girls in Rice Hall could be heard shrieking and screaming as their laptops, cell phones, televisions, microwaves, research papers, homework, and refrigerators all came to a screeching halt.


Sometimes routines are a very good thing, as they maintain consistency and stability. But oh, the beauty of newness. It's like getting a pair of glasses and seeing the world in full color for the first time. It's the feeling after you buy a new pair of Nikes when you've worn the old ones to the ground. It's rekindling a relationship that has been nonexistent for years. It's new, fresh, clean.

